Yesterday was the last day of high school classes for us DBHS Class of 2006!!!!

So many tears, so many smiles, so many hugs, and so many kisses. We all want to leave, but its turning out to be harder than we thought. All this time we had our hands grasped on stronger than we realized.

On a lighter note, I really cant wait for these coming days. Senior Week is going to be so awesome! I hope all of us have a wonderful, loving, fun, silly, strong, memorable time.

Be Safe.

Three more days of DBHS....

This is our last Tuesday of our high school careers!!!
Tomorrow will be the last Wednesday!!

So much has happened in the past few months. So many memories have been made in the past few days!

I hope all of you that went to prom had fun!! I am looking forward to this coming week and the next and graduation and grad night!! And everything after that. =)

Like her because you like her,
not because you like the idea of her liking you.
She would hate that to happen.

When you fall in love,
Fall In Love With Her,
Don't fall in love with Love.

Dont make a move till you are sure.

Dont break her heart.
Dont break my heart.

Dont make a move till you are sure.

Ive come to realize something really important.

I was so stupid in sophomore year.

Lol you have no idea. You guys all know we had no idea of who we were ( even now maybe?) but we were seriously lost sophomore year. When you see some personality you like or think will work for you, you sorta imitate it you noe? Kinda like trying on clothes to see if it fits. Well, boy can I tell you right now that I hung with the wrong girl. I am def. not a sure person if you know me but so..how am i totally REALLY sure I was stupid and caught on with her? Well..
1. Saw the result of her past friendships ( smart me, wasnt that a HUGE clue that I missed or what..) It was ugly.
2. I had screwed up a wonderful friendship with one of my closest guy friends that year.
3. I see the people she hurts every single day today.
4. Most importantly..........I see where She's standing today.

But like every wrong turn we take, what is better than to turn back and get back on track. I am so lucky I am fortunate enough to see myself and be able to still catch sight of my original path. I am ashamed to have let myself loose that wonderful friend sophomore year;I am lucky that I got to fix that friendship that I treasure even more now. My heart is burnt to the core each and every time I look into the eyes of the people who she has hurt. I am lucky that I am friends with those people-- People that deserve better.

Im not blaming my decisions on her. It was not her fault.

It was mine.

I was beyond brainless. I feel so lucky my stupidity didnt last longer. I feel so lucky that I have regained my right perspective. I feel so lucky that I am not in her position today. I am so lucky I am not her. I am so lucky I will never be like her.

I know that we are supposed to keep our eyes toward the future and not linger in the direction of the past. I struggle with this a lot sometimes. The past is what I know, something solid that cannot change. The future is unpredictable and the present is unstable. I understand that we cant be afraid of the future coming though. A lot of people I know say that we shouldnt be, but when it comes down to the core of it, arent we all afraid?

I may sound clingy about this. Its jus...how can some people be so overly excited about graduating, not showing a care about parting with the people they've known since kindergarden? Sure I've known the Class of '06 cant have stayed together forever. No backward glances though.

I know its internet and kinda cheesy when I say it here...
Like the quote, Its Easier said than Done, what if :
 Its Easier said than Done that we will all keep in touch?
 Its Easier said than Done when we say we will never forget?
 

A lot of people perceive that " Well, the ones you keep in touch with are your real friends. Thus, you'll find out who your real friends are."

Are there such things as fake friends?
If you dont mean it like that, then Are there such things as worthy enough friends to keep in touch? Worthy and friendship shouldnt even be in the same sentence.

I'm scared of leaving you.